Here are a couple of clips from my break down I had about a month into my journey. I open up about things that are very personal to me. I never would have opened up like this in the past about my feelings but I’m doing this to break out of my comfort zone and conquer my fear. I used to want everyone to think that my life was perfect and that I had everything put together. That was clearly a false notion. Since I’ve been opening up about my insecurities and weaknesses, I feel this huge mountain lifted off of me. I can finally stop hiding behind my pride and let people see the real me. I’ve noticed that when I am willing to open up to people and be vulnerable, people are willing to do the same towards me. There are no more walls up. This is the real Jenny that you see. This is really scary for me to do because I am a people pleaser and I want people to like me and think I’m awesome, but what I’ve come to find is that people grow to love me more when I’m real with them because they can relate and have empathy towards me. I want to connect with you guys and help you open up as well. It’s terrifying but so liberating!
I Finally Broke Down…After Weeks Of Holding it All In
