As I was writing my intro to my blog I was writing about struggles I had in elementary school. Lets just say there are buried emotions from that long ago that I didn’t even know I had.

It was very therapeutic for me to just write out my feelings and release them! Before this journey I use to think..oh, I’ve always been this way. This is just how I was born. It’s part of me and theres nothing I can do to change it. WRONG! So so wrong!

​There are many days where I don’t feel like working but I need to just push through it. This, like running is the only way I’m going to gain a better work ethic. It’s moments like this that are so uncomfortable for me and I just want to give up and go back to where I feel comfortable doing nothing. When I push through these moments it’s so liberating after!

One of the first things I had to do for part of my mentorship was read this book called Miracle Morning by Hal Elrod. It talks about the success we can have by waking up early and starting our day in a productive way rather than mediocre. In this book Hal mentions how he started running in the morning but hated it! He then eventually pushed through it and came to love it and ended up running several marathons.

I open up about things that are very personal to me. I never would have opened up like this in the past about my feelings but I’m doing this to break out of my comfort zone and conquer my fear. I used to want everyone to think that my life was perfect and that I had everything put together. That was clearly a false notion. Since I’ve been opening up about my insecurities and weaknesses, I feel this huge mountain lifted off of me.

Justin and Tara finally let me ask Kyle their technician for some help with starting a You Tube account! I realized that Justin and Tara were trying to help me appreciate the benefits of hard work.  ​​If they would have just done everything for me I wouldn’t have learned anything and I wouldn’t have been as excited as I was when I figured it out!

My first week of this Journey, Justin and Tara pretty much let me fall flat on my face. I wasn’t allowed to ask questions. I was to just take orders and figure things out on m own. What I don’t think they realized, was how technologically challenged I really was.lol

This is a video after my first day of working for Justin and Tara. Lets just say I was exhausted! I still had no idea what him and Tara wanted me to do as far as working for them. Justin had me do some of my own research and I soon found out what he was up to. He wanted me to learn how to start doing things on my own. He wanted to see how my mind worked and what I would do with the tasks he gave me.

Hi my name is Jenny and I’m on a journey to become a millionaire in five years. Have you ever wanted something so bad but you didn’t quite get it because you gave into your guilty pleasures or weaknesses? I have… let me tell you a little more about myself and what this journey consists of.